i had to write the following down somewhere, i've gone over these things so many times i think it's very hard to to grow up in the US and end up being a well-balanced (good judgement) individual i think most of the choices you make, to become who you are, are done by genetics, which is sad. ...but most of my brown generation have followed a brolife, which is fine...i guess...but they're not really trying in school or life. just lost souls in a stupid society ...and what happened to the learning!? did people lose their ability to learn? now people just say, "oh this stupid device is broken, and now i have to buy a new one". google/wikipedia more! if my 42yr old aunt can come to america, learn english/computers/owning a house/getting and keeping a job, then so can anyone younger than her. judgement is probably the trait i value the most. my dad has the best, and i have the second best ^^. mom wins in willpower. maybe i'll gain some willpower, once i have my own family. life and money[:] 0-30 brood creativity - think of ideas/invent/design 31-50 family 50+ charity/help family and friends Rahil, 24/10/2009, _thoughts_
maybe if i write down my thoughts, i can think of new ones, since i will feel like these thoughts have been established. [the following was written on 1/22] if i write down my thoughts, i won't dwell on the same thoughts either. Rahil, 31/10/2009(7?), _thoughts_